Total Eclipse
Have you ever felt
anything
in your life
more worrying
than the way that people,
every day,
nervous and unsafe
crawl onto the horizon
and in the streets of guilty,
or the isolation,
how people die -
and the way life sneaks away
out of our hearts,
every moment,
at the second sight of us,
like bleeding to death
softly it glides into your mind,
in a frightening second,
with all its shocking clearness -
have you ever got through
such an ironical moment -
do you think there are words enough,
to reflect this empty feeling
of an icy death wish
that holds your soul
when the hope left
then you try
to cut into great freedom
when the pain streams out,
pleasure -
you’ve done the right
by leaving this world
or have you too
lost conviction,
lost hope that
there could be a better place?
